Sick of being "VenusAngelic"?

This is a question I answered on my Tumblr earlier, I thought I'd share this also on my blog.

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Question:

"Do you ever get sick of being "VenusAngelic"?

 You know, tired of being a character all the time, dealing with the responsibilities it comes with, handling the endless hordes of haters? You appear to me to be a pretty complex individual, not just some Japanophile who has to dress up like a doll to make money. I bet there are days where you want to run away from it all and be free to think, say and do whatever you want."

My Answer:

That is not just a “character”. If that’d be a character then I’d had to live a double life which I can’t imagine how tiring that would be, because already living one life is so tiring!

2 lifes = more problems!

I started doing YouTube so I could be what I AM and not to create multiple personalities. 

Actually, in my videos and on my blog people can see how I really am, that’s not a fake made up character. And, Venus Angelic you see on YouTube is actually Venus Isabelle Palermo. I just wanted a fancy username, okay. And my grandmother’s mom name in Hungarian is “Angel” so I thought it’d fit perfectly! <3

I always say and do what I want, now even more than earlier because doing YouTube and getting hate mail really took most of my fear and made me believe more in myself, that’s why I can just go on TV and be me without being nervous. 

Sometimes, I’m sad and hurt, but that’s not because of silly stuff like “omg som1 told me that I’m ugly and IÄm hated by ever1 TT__TT omg they’re looking at me weird and think I’m crazy”

Noo, that’s because of real problems like probably not being a able to pay and go to school, even though I’m a good student, or organising my day so I can study but also fulfill my wish of uploading 2 videos a week!

Or, problems like documentaries think of me like a retarded girl who doesn’t want to grow up, asking me if I play with dolls, asking me to show them how I change my voice and “set” my character and want to analyse if everything’s alright in my head. 

And running away, or drinking, smoking, cutting myself, anything which makes me turn my face away from all the problems is the LEAST thing I would do! That’s nonsense!
Also, I’m not an egoistic, lazy person who just runs away, leaving problems everywhere. And, you can never just “run away from life”. What would you guys do if your parents just “run away” be free and say what they want to their boss, and at the end of the month they can’t pay the rent and your phone? Life is not that simple!! YOU CAN’T RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEMS!!! Face your problems, struggle, even if it’s death, face it, struggle and if you die then you die!

People who run away from their problems end up homeless or have to rent a sofa for 300 pound, no such a privilege as privacy or a bubble bath!!

*P.S: I don't say that people who drink, cut, smoke, etc. are egoistic and lazy, the meanings aren't connected! @_@;; If you do any of these things or/and similar I understand you and wish you good luck and hope you feel better ♥

SEND FANMAIL!

♥`•.,¸¸,.•´ `•.,¸¸,.•´♥FANGELIC MAIL♥`•.,¸¸,.•´ `•.,¸¸,.•´♥

HELLO MY SWEETIEPIE! (๑>◡<๑)

Remember? Recently, I uploaded my first Fangelic mail video!

So many of you still don't know WHERE to send Fanmail  and when I will do another Fanmail video!

 I will do ANOTHER ONE in the middle of January 2013, reading&answering&showing your Christmas/New Year greetings!

You can send fanmail to:

Venus Angelic

PO Box 53874

LONDON, SE27 7BN

UK

I'm looking forward to read your Fangelic Mail!

xoxo ♥

Venus’ Anti Ageing Advice

Here is my top ten of anti ageing advice! Anti ageing care doesn't start when you see your first wrinkles or it doesn't mean you're obsessed with your outer appearance. Skin care doesn't only limit to your facial skin, like, we have skin all over our body which can get wrinkly too! (´◕ω◕｀)
Here are the 10 most important points about preventing premature ageing and keeping healthy! 

1.- Massage your face, but don’t drag your skin down or pull too hard. Look at my “Small Face Workout” which is that kind of massage they do in Japan against aging.

2.- Drink lots and lots of water, at least 8 cups a day!

3.- Sweat, exercise! The best exercise in this case would be cardio; it raises your heart rate which increases your blood flow and transports oxygen to your skin ALSO the sweat is gonna clean your pores (and overall, it helps you to stay fit! ^^).

4.- Eat healthy, keep in mind the “ACE” vitamins; 

Vitamin A (Antioxidants, super important! Growth and renewal of skin cells) => Egg yolks, dairy, dark leafy greens, carrots, liver, etc!

Vitamin C (For collagen; Structure, tone and elasticity of your skin) => Citrus fruits, broccoli, berries, tomatoes, peppers, strawberries, etc.

Vitamin E (it’s to keep the “skin tissue” healthy) => Leafy greens, nuts, whole grains, peppers, sunflower seeds, avocado, peanut butter (yum, haha!)

※ Eat sweets, crisps and fast food in moderation, they’re not good for your skin!

※  If you fail to take enough vitamins daily, consider taking vitamin pills, though taking the vitamins through food is better, so just eat enough and healthy! ^^

※ Just because you ate healthy for one day, your skin will not have drastic and visible changes. Your body needs 2 to 3 months to adjust to the new healthy food and your skin cells to regenerate! 

5.- Avoid sun to skin exposure, if, then use a sunscreen with a SPF of at least 15 and 30 in the summer.

6.- DON’T SMOKE

7.- Relax! Stress isn’t good for your skin. Whatever helps you with handling stress, like, drawing, bubble bathing, listening to music…do it!

8.- SLEEP! While sleeping your body cells are reparing and regenerating. Sleep at least 8 hours <3 If you have trouble sleeping, build a blanket fort,  it helped me, now I sleep like a baby! : D

9.- Use moisturiser! One in the morning, and moisturiser for over night. You can find day and night moisturisers at drug stores.

10.- NEVER ever go to sleep with make up on! Always use make up remover. After waking up, make sure to wash your face with cold water.
 It doesn’t only refresh your skin but also wake up your head! : D

ʕ　·ᴥ·ʔ GOOD LUCK!  ʕ·ᴥ·　ʔ 

Merry Berry Christmas Tree! ♥

HELLO MY GREEN GRINCHBEAR

JUST ME

RETARDEDLY HUGGING MY CHRISTMAS TREE

SNIFFING THE CHRISTMAS TREE.

WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING

So yeah that's what our Christmas tree looks like this year!

Every year, we choose a different colour or theme. We've already had blue, gold, brown, black, candy canes, ice bears and probably more fantastic stuff I've forgotten because they just literally blew my mind, whatever.

This year it's violet/pink, which I personally find the best Christmas tree theme we ever had. Like, ever.

But it can get better, I'm already planning a merry dolly themed tree to shine in all it's frosty glory for Christmas 2013 (yes my cute little kitten we ARE going to survive the 21st December).

For Saint Nicholaus day, mom ordered a Lana Del Rey CD from Amazon for me,  it arrived last week and I was SO happy about it, she knows exaaactly what I like haha! This album has 2 CDs which are now always on repeat hehe <333

Annnd I really, really LOVE her quotes!! Some of my fave quotes:

“I am fucking crazy, but I am free.”

"I will love you 'till the end of time"

"No one's gonna take my soul away"

"Feet don't fail me now, bring me to the finish line"

"She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond"

Yaaay

I just LOVE Lana's personality, style and music! 

"ISIG"

A Swedish Fangelic on Instagram said this means "icy" in Swedish and that's also what IKEA calls this edition of Christmas ornaments which I bought like 3 years ago in the After-Christmas-Sale.

Love the colours and the design, it looks so sweet! ♥

In that bag on my hand in are these thin and transparent strings which are just waiting to torture my hands while I'm trying to get them trough the small opening of these christmas bulbs. Because without them, I won't be able to hang these cute Christmas bulbs on my tree. Logic, yeah.

Violet, shiny, icy garlands. A Christmas tree without garlands is just so plain, so boring, so uncreative, it's like twerkin without a booty.

Our artificial Christmas tree is sprinkled with fake glittery snow, and we use it already since 8 years.

Ok.

So these snow sprinkles fell on my jeans (Yes, I wear jeans, because those are DOLLY JEANS and I know how to style and I'm just so creative like that so yeah).

I've ot 99 problems but snow sprinkles falling on my jeans ain't one, yeeeeaaaaaaah.

Actually...snow sprinkles on jeans...look kinda cute! *>.<*

And finally I finished decorating the Christmas tree, yay!

And it was fun! Now, I'll enjoy the decorated christmas tree and *yawn* go to sleep!

Good night my sweet Fangelics, mwah! <3

The Angelic Photo History! ✧.*(⁎❝͋॔ ˙̫ॢ ॢ❝͋॓⁎)*·✧

2012 is ending soon! 

Here's a review starting from when I was 13 and begun making YouTube videos, until now, 15!

♥ 13 ♥

♥ 14 ♥

♥ 15 ♥

I think all the things that happened during that time have also changed me...and not only my looks have changed,  also my interests (poetry, philosophy), types of books, style of clothes, music taste and my accents has also gotten so much better since then. Living in London has a positive influence on my pronunciation haha! Though I still emphasise words wrong like comfor-table or a-some...lol! 

2013 will begin in less than 3 weeks, let's see what the new year will bring! ✧.*(⁎❝͋॔ ˙̫ॢ ॢ❝͋॓⁎)*·✧

My blanket fort bed!

HOLY MOLY MACARONI I DIDN'T WRITE A BLOG ENTRY IN AGES

I MEAN IN 1 MONTH!? AGH ANYWAY I HAVE SO MUCH TO WRITE BUT NOT A LOT OF TIME BUT I WLL FIND A WAY TO UPDATE THIS BLOG FREQUENTLY

WARNING: VENUS IS UPDATING HER BLOG FREQUENTLY THEREFORE YOU SHOULDA VISIT IT FREQUENTLY TOO ♥

Yeah rite better prepare for a monster attack of alpacatastic blog posts! Whenever your bored, REMEMBER THERE IS MY BLOG AND MY VIDEOS...AND MY LOVE! <3

ALSO, I would like to have a more practical blog design : O I just dunno how to do one! So I'm kinda stuck there. Hm. 

ANYWAYS

What I actually wanted to taco 'bout is my blanket fort bed which I JUST FINISHED MAKING HUH I made it from curtains we don't use anymore! Look! 

Yep, I made this all by myself! I just love decorating my room ♥

This is next to my bed! : D I hung a velvet curtain between my bed and the bookshelf to my make it extra comfy ^^

The poster next to the window shows AKB48's cute  Atsuko, Tomomi and Yuko at the pool holding beach balls! *q*

My figurines, cat paws, a happy thank you card, phone...♥

I attached SANTA BEARS to the streamer curtains for a cute christmas flare! 

Oh, and the CHRISTMAS TREE will be decorated tomorrroooow! <3 YAY!

Sweet Greetings by

Venus ♥